Gee Weeze, is it February ALREADY??
Didn’t we just celebrate the New Year’s Day??
Life is going fast. TOO fast.
January is gone! Half of my life is gone!! GONE!!!
If I blink, I’ll be 80 years old next. Ugh…

You know… I can think of (so) many

Could of…
Would of…
Should of…

Yeah… I now know better, but the fact still exist – I didn’t.

So what am I gonna do??

I try not to get stuck in the “could have’s”, “would have’s”, and “should have’s”.
I really try to focus on the future – the next half of my life, which is another 40 years, I think.
Because I don’t know if I wanna live past 80, you know? (If I can be cute at 90, then I’d think about it.)

ANYWAY, what am I gonna do?? 

"When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody,
                                                                      you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." 

Aww one of my favorite movies 'When Harry Met Sally' whispering to my heart ;)
YES. Before I have another 40 years gone in the one heart beat, I must find the love of my life and get married. I'm not unhappily single, but I'm not happily single either. I want to love and I want to be loved back.
I was created in pairs and I'm missing. My heart is not a complete whole without that special someone.
I can't help it if I'm helplessly romantic about romance. Life is so much sweeter when I'm in love.
And that "GLOW", the Love glow - makes me irresistibly desirable and heavenly gorgeous*
And that wondrous "The World Is Mine" feeling... 
Life is meant to be shared by two people and enhanced by the love ♥  

The problem is... WHERE IS MY LOVE?
I know my “could have’s”, “would have’s”, and “should have’s” in the past relationships. I am now extremely selective and very cautious of any red flags... I'm just looking for someone perfect for me, not a perfect person!
I only have 60 something qualifications on my list. That's not a lot, is it?? :P
And I'm keeping myself lovable and I cook wonderfully and I have one sweetest heart to give...

SO WHERE IS MY LOVE? 

You know, this is actually really bad for my self-esteem.
My love better show up soon or I'd be the size of Mushu... He he he 
Well, wherever you are my love, I am HERE ♥
Let's find each other before we're 80 ;)

My love story, to be continued...



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